| Am I really that bad |
[July 13th, 2010 @12:23 AM] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
What have I done wrong that you feel that you need to stop it? Honestly, don't mean to sound like I'm all right. But am I in the wrong? Tell me why am I wrong? It is wrong to having feelings. Is it wrong to feel different. Is it wrong that I don't follow what you want me to do?
You should just stop invading my privacy, seriously. Because no matter how much you know, he knows too.
He already knew, get it? He already knew all about it.
How certain can you be sure of someone might just be a passerby in our lives? If we tried every single one of them as a passerby, they would be. But if we treat them differently, they could also haven been someone important. We don't knw exactly how each outcome would be right? I don't want to let myself regret for letting things go, just because of the uncertainty in the future. I rather take everything that come in my way, and even if I do made a wrong move, at least I'll be stronger the next time round. If I were to let everything past, I might just have missed out some great people or things that could have been in my life. I don't want that.
Why can't you understand? |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May 22nd, 2010 @02:48 AM] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
http://www.ipersonic.com/ (Take the test yourself!)
I am a Spontaneous Idealist!
Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.
This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.
If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners. |
|
|
| Only you know how my heart works |
[April 4th, 2010 @06:02 PM] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
Honestly, I'm still really not ok in school. It feels really hard to let go of my close friends, let go 2009. Just a moment ago, I opened my Year 2009 photo folder and I still miss so many friends of mine. :'(
All I really want is more time for everyone because I seem to have very little time for everyone to even just meet up with them. But most of the time, I'm not really home either. Even if I'm home, I'll be too tired to do anything and end up napping on the sofa. I miss my friends so so so so much. And most people in school are such hypocrites, they're really fake, not saying I'm not because I am too. But it feels really disgusting seeing such things in school. Seriously sick and tired of how girls think but I'm one too hahaha so I have no idea what I'm saying but theres no one here like my old friends i love so much.
Then again, I'm thankful for Monkey and Hamster/Snake accompanying me in school. But wht I'm thankful for wht I'm glad for, doesnt outweigh how much I hate being in school.
If I fail my promos eventhough I mugged for it like how do in secondary school, I'm going plead my dad to let me drop out of jc and switch to poly.
Heres a photo that looks really colourful and rawr. :D
I miss my rainbow nails :(
Alright enough abt school, sthg to cheeeeeeeeer myself up..
Something interesting .. I kind of miss Tobi. Tobi is sexy for a dog honestly!!!
|
|
|
| Heart Cracker |
[March 16th, 2010 @06:31 PM] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
Changing livejournal link soon!!!! Lack of updates on school and social life but everything's all good. I miss alot of my friends though! And love them so so so so so so much for keeping in touch with me eventhough I didnt make the first move in texting you guys first!
♥ ♥ ♥ FRIENDZZZZ &TOBI \m/
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92){kind=small}
herbacktracks's journal
okay